I think I've boasted enough of how awesome the movie, New Moon is on twitter and also on facebook. I even texted maisarah right after the movie because I was so excited. I think she's really gonna kill me for talking about the movie again :D

to be honest, I have a love/hate relationship towards the movie, or more specifically the story on New Moon lah. but more to love, of course.

SPOILERS AHEAD.

IGNORE if you have not watched the movie, or read the book. (like dude, why haven't you read the book man?) so don't blame me because I've warned you.
 

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1. okay, so edward left bella. I thought it was really selfish of him because logically, bella is more unprotected without him around since he involved her into vampire world. how could she be safe ? he wanted bella to live like a human and be happy, and how is that possible ? because edward was everything to her.

but he was selfish to leave that thought, and LEFT.

2. bella was torned apart, of course. she got closer to jacob then, bonded and became best friends. I think it was sweet that jacob was there for her, he healed bella's wounded heart. somehow I ♥♥♥ watching them get together, its cute :)

and I guess bella kinda liked him too ?

but no doubt her heart still wanders around edward.

3. I HATED how for one sec bella was assuring jacob that she would tell him how special he is everyday and the next thing you know, when she realized alice came back, she totally ditched him aside.

in a way she sounded as if she desperately wanted jacob to go away.

ALSO, when edward came back to her, it was as if she totally forgotten about jacob's existence. poor jake was begging her not to go, and it really breaks my heart seeing his expression after how bella rejected him :'(

I mean, how could she ditched him so easily after how jacob helped her through her heartaches ? well, who knows right.

4. okay, I did not say I'm not into edward. I like the edward in the book. because he's perfectly described. but then, looking at the edward in the movie, well. potong stim ! just not the LOOK I imagined him to be ;)

5. ♥♥♥ the definite bonus of the movie was,

jacob, himself :)

aduhaiiii. hotstuff habis.

he was fucking yummy lah.

I was drooling over him and I pity the person who sat beside me because I was screaming and hitting them continuously everytime jacob appears ;)

END OF SPOILERS.

I'm already looking forward to Eclipse. :)


somehow, the story relates to whats happening in my life.

if I were in bella's situation, I wouldn't know what to do, but she knows that her heart wanted edward eventhough it hurts the other person. 

I've been longing to club @ MOS.

it was sucha last minute plan. I was watching movie halfway then suddenly eugene called to join him club. you can laugh but I been to all the clubs at sunway except there. because I always fail to get in. but luckily I got a little help from a friend and finally :D it was the best I've ever been.

it was also ladies night, and things got pretty ugly in the end.

 

the last minute outfit.

why have I morphed into sucha sad, emotional girl ? I used to be happy.

all I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop. baby tell me why'd you have to go ? cause this pain I feel, it wont go away, and today I'm officially missing you. I thought that from this heartache I could escape. but I fronted long enough to know there ain’t no way. and today I’m officially missing you.

all I do is lay around, two ears full of tears, from looking at your face on the wall. just a week ago you were my baby, now I don’t even know you at all. well I wish that you would call me right now, so that I could get through to you somehow. but I guess it’s safe to say that I’m officially missing you.

well I thought I could just get over you baby, but I see that’s something I just can’t do. from the way you would hold me, to the sweet things you told me. I just can’t find a way to let go of you.



this is the kinda post that should be on tumblr, but I have my reason.

its officiaal,

Cotton On is my new love :)